Hi, I just thought of writing what I feel into lyrics (again) cuz I'm tired of explaining into paragraph. Not tired, just ............ idk

Tears

It's raining right now

So does my heart

It's probably raining too

I'm smiling now

Look, i'm really smiling

You believed it 

this second

this time

I finally

realized

I should have known earlier

You're that kind of person

No, I don't want to believe anymore

what I saw

This time

with smile, I let you go

I'm really pathetic 

I'm that kind of girl 

who said okay when it's not

sorry

I'm rily sorry

bye

I want to give up on someone, help me cuz it hurts like hell. I hope for myself that this rain will wash away all the pains that I feel today. Sorry because I'm ranting, I don't know. By the way, exam ends tomorrow. I will face everything with smile, I hope so. I want, no I need to be happy again. Let's aim for the best together !1!1 (I should be studying rn ok lol)

Au revoir