Hello everyone, I want to tell you my feelings but I'm bad at explaining, so let's make lyrics even tho I'm bad at it :-----) 

flowers in my head

guns on your head

I'm wondering why

I'm always the one

Yeah,

Feelings,

Do I have them?

You killed me twice

I'm fine,

really.

Maybe a bit broken but

I'll just heal myself

You're the one who gives me umbrella

but you're also the rain.

heavy rain but a protective umbrella.

I just want u to apologize

Like a lil kid who wants milk

I'm trembling

but still smiling

let's be good back 

let the rain washes all the pain

and step forward.

me right now : *should I publish this?* *nah* *but............* *I don't know anymore* *off to tumblr* okay here I am again ~_~ , I was sad, "was" because of some silly matters but I'm good now. I don't know why when I'm sad, I get lots of inspiration and me, myself, become better. It's like I'm stepping forward even tho it hurts like hell but it's worth it. I want an air hug right now, air hug is really good, even tho its not a real hug, it's like a ghost hug, it's not there but you can feel it. Till then, see you on Saturday/sunday.

Ppyong ~